Which mystery surrounds the teenager, who is on the loose in the barn at night? What dark secret has happened in the monastery during his younger years? Will he be able to escape from his fate? Found in an old-fashioned notebook in the attic of his parent's house, these eight notes was carefully puzzled together for an exciting short story, telling the miserable life of a nameless teenager, who was in trouble with his sexuality. He might have found pleasure where he should not and obviously this has influenced his life ever since then.